Lost
I am sorry for the lack of posting on here. I keep a CaringBridge page since being diagnosed and I update it every few days. I worry about posting on two blogs at once as this one is pretty anonymous,...
View ArticleReality Isn’t Always Nice
A couple weeks ago I over an hour with the oncologist. Lots of information and I almost felt sorry for the resident he had with him today as the kid looked more lost than I did! lol Today was a big...
View ArticlePhase Three
Phase three for me is radiation. While I do not yet know all the details, I do know that I will have treatments five days per week for a minimum of six weeks; 384 miles away from home. I learned many...
View ArticleRant
I do my absolute best keeping things positive and seeing the lighter side of my current situation. I might ask why me every now and then and usually answer myself that I’d rather it be me than my...
View ArticleHello World
The hardest days are supposed to be behind me now. I finished five months of chemo, a unilateral skin sparing mastectomy with expander reconstruction, five weeks of daily radiation, and menopause. It’s...
View ArticleI Will Never Understand
The boys’ father is now complaining that I have enrolled B1 I the Little Brother/Little Sister program. Seriously…could you PLEASE get your own life and stay out of mine now that I have moved on with...
View ArticleHardest Realization
I came to an extremely painful realization today. I came to an understanding that for some reason I think I deserve to live in abject poverty and financial desperation. I have been dealing with much...
View ArticlePayback
Over the last couple of years we have been so blessed by those who came out of the woodwork and supported us through the worst of storms. As I head back to work (only part time, but it’s a start) the...
View ArticleShopping
This week I plan to pick up most of the gifts needed for Christmas…B1 is getting a box series of Harry Potter, some Lego’s, and a few other small things. B2 will be getting new hockey socks (to match...
View ArticleI’m Still Here
I had stopped writing because my laptop decided to die. I am not sure why I never came back to writing here, but lately this blog has been calling for me to come back and write. So, we made it through...
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